Inside & Out

at this moment, i feel absolutely disgusted and disappointed beyond words.

you are a tarnished wreck.

for all that i've done, for all the steps i've taken back, for all the time and effort i've invested, for all the care i feel, i do not deserve this.

i am amazed at the calm that is me right now and at that moment. there wasn't a word from me.

but the ultimatum is here. after that day, that day that i painstakingly prepared in advance for, that i've put so much thought into, i'm leaving. this time for good. there isn't going to be any more.

i've had enough.

this is the final straw.