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frustrations engulf me in great lengths. it can only be vented in the little ways that i have control of and in the end, it all seems pathetic that this is all i can do, that i do not have the strength to have it all. it's been so long now that i seem to have lost all focus of what i was supposed to be and where i should be. now, the path seems pretty cold and i can't tell why i should still be walking down that same road.