Thursday, November 27, 2008

Bitterness

Angry with myself
Angry at my incompetence
Angry at my lack of ability
Angry at myself for caving in 
Angry at myself for digging my grave
Angry at my helplessness
Angry at my weaknesses

If not were I so incompetent
If I were to possess all ability
If I never gave to temptation
If I never dug my grave
If not were I so helpless
If not were I so weak

Would I still be where I am today
Would I be able to move forward
Would I be able to drop it all
Would I still be buried six feet under
Would I be able to stand up straight
Would I be able to walk away

2 comments:

Sara said...

god, i have been missing on alot of your entries!

strangedillies said...

and i've been missing out alot on yours... err... cos' you haven't been writing? haha